this is just plain awesome. GD and TOP !!!! like their songs too hehe.

find the good in the bad

just had my haircut with doraemon today and i cant rmb how many times i laughed b/c of her. she kinda brought my down mood up a lil hehe. and we did this gif cause we wanted to shake our head since our hair is so short nowww but we ended up shaking our whole body like some kallang wave lolol. 


i think i kinda screwed up my mst hahahaha but it's okay, it's over. was studying at starbucks for finance pp and i got so depressed. hungry plus stress plus mike who at first offered to come find me ite never -_- so i was kinda more depressed, more hungry, more disappointed, a lil bit of frustration, a lil bit of pissed off, alot of lame negative thoughts and so i walked and walked out of civic centre and i cried wtf. and of course my menses mood swing kinda contributed to it but meh i am just sharing aft this post i shall block all the negative thoughts away and have happy thoughts agn! i guess it's normal to breakdown since every menses period i think i will tear or cry once lolol. ok la i may sound like is mike who triggered off my tear glands but no la i was alrdy kinda down alrdy so not his fault!! ysd everything just gave me more reasons to breakdown i guess. but it's okay, today is a brand new day and since i ended my mst i should be happy right!


ok enough of ranting, everyone should really go read the book 'the secret' ! it's a v good book and it will make you a better person! read on xiaxue and bong qiu qiu's blog that the book is a nice book so i went to dl the ebook in android google play! one of the values the secret taught me is that to be grateful and appreciate things and ppl ard you. i didnt have a really good day today, was feeling down in the morning due to ysd night, my pp was horrible. but i am thankful i ate KFC today, i am thankful i went to cut hair with doraemon today cause she rly made me laughed alot today, i am thankful to talk on the phone with donald for awhile since we haven't talk for a million ages, i am thankful i can have a good sleep at home, i am thankful i cut my hair though i think my face kinda looks fatter like some sotong ball hahaha. but still thr's so much things to be thankful about each day, so why should i let some minor stuffs bring me down! find the good in the bad! when you feel happy, ppl ard you feel happy and they can make you happy by emitting their happiness to you, and you are even more happy. so ite you are the one who benefit! spread the happiness! i kinda let mike define my mood and happiness from the past even till now. but i know that shouldnt be the case. no matter how much he loves me or how much i love him, we are both part of each other's life, not ALL. he got his life, i got mines. we can be happy with us tgt but we should never be happy only b/c of us tgt. see the difference? though i admit i'm still kinda reliant on him, but i guess everything need time right! only me myself and i can make myself genuinely happy. i can do it and i will! :)


feeling like some guru typing this blogpost aizai right me lolol. ok la i just wanna share my thoughts since i always blog about stupid stuffs, i should blog stuffs that will influence ppl's thinking for the better even a tiny weeny bit reading my blog right! even if noone is reading, i will feel shuang reading my own archives in future lolol.


ok shall end off with my cute face ^^

i think i posted this pict before, this is me drinking my vitagen, cute horh hehehe ^^

spread the postivity!

picts of my daily life. completed sundown last sat hehe great sense of achievement! didnt run v fast but well it's my first run so i guess i should be contented with my timing? oh ya and i miss the sushi mike made for me! ahhhhh~ 3 pps down, 2 more left. sigh. ok no sigh. must have positive mindset like the book 'The Secret' ! cui i should be studying now but well nvm. gah. and omg i feel so loved now hehehe. cause mike is so nice to let me have another round of scramble cause initially we agreed on the loser will have to do smth damn stupid shall reveal soon haha. and i lost :( but he let me have another round, so good right?! omg i damn happy now hahahaha. ok la maybe ite i still lose brobe. tell me this type bf where find?!?! hohoho. audit was crap, wrote crap and i study till i seeing stars woah woah woah. but i'm thankful for the good things that happened today! like i got some neutrogena mosturizing cream (dk good not) at watsons at a discounted price. got sales who not happy?! and i finally retrieved my watch! this watch is exceptionally meaningful cause it's the exact same model with mike's! so now we got couple watch, yo we so cool man hahahahah. then i'm thankful for mike being so nice and let me and make me feel so loved cause he always let me hehe hehe. omg i sound like some overly high crazy woman here but yes i am happy now! even though i haven study finish AFA and FM on fri is even more cui hahahaha. are you happy now? cause i am! ^^

i should be studying now.....

hello hello i know i should be studying now but my attention span is damn short hais. i'm so gonna be damn screwed for MST omg :'( some pictures of my life recently. life's rather good recently, went to couzie's graduation! took picts and polaroids with them, i think i hide myself v well to make myself look slimmer muhahahahaha. so nice to see them again aft dk when. we need to go out do smth fun soon man man man man! and zomg tonight will be sundown! hope everything progress peacefully and i can complete my 10km run. everyone wish me luck ok ^^ ok talking to myself lolol.

mike laughed at me for losing to him in scramble round 1 by 1 point and so the final of 3 rounds he lost me by 1 point too lolol. then i proceed to laugh at him for losing me by 1 point overall, and the third round of a new game i lost him by 1 point! i lost the bet and treated him koi, meh. arghhhhh if you uds what i am talking lolol. ok just random saying byebye.

lucky girl is me

some photo spam of my kumgong face lolol. so here i am blogging in the wee hours not studying but cause i cant fall asleep meh. sch has been somewhat draining and tiring idk why and so when i reached home, i will just nap. and aft my nap i cant seem to fall asleep that night easily. meh. mst is just days away and i've yet to start oh gosh sigh. and with sundown this saturday, everything seems so rush rush rush ): can i hibernate and not wake up?


suddenly feel that actually i am a v v v lucky girl, this is one of my v rare overly optimistic post so just lemme be okie lolol. i am lucky because i got a mum who will tolerate my nonsense and temper at home. i cant help it at time but to show all the shit to mum cause you know ppl will judge you outside. so basically i can be me at home! she tolerates and accept me for everything, cares concern love me and that makes me v v lucky. i am lucky because i have a v v v (inserts word) bf haha. i cant find a specified word cause he's like everything! alot bad and good times with him throughout these years but we managed to brave through it. hopes we can continue this way from now till eternity! hmmm. he listens to my rants, read my ah ma long msgs, bring me to eat good food and dont mind me being chubby. he makes me a better person cause when he's nice to me, i wanna be nice to him too hehe. nuff said, he's just my cup of tea hehehehe. i am v lucky cause although i chose the wrong course for poly and i still dislike it now but i knew a bunch of nice classmates, no drama, no negativity, just pure friendship. isnt that hard to look for? can always rant to ppl like lijun serene jasmin etc w/o feeling uncomfortable cause they make me wanna talk even when they nvr even ask! i am v lucky too cause i got ppl like shuli whom i know i can depend on when i need a shoulder. many times i cried and all i can rmb is her shoulder. dont see she short ok, she still let me lie on her shoulder one haha. she wipes off my tears, comfort me, keeps me going. she's like my kryptonite, it's an understatement. i am lucky to have friends who genuinely care for me, friends to entertain me, lemme be part of their life. i am lucky cause my life is simple as it is, just like any normal girl will live. no club, no drama, nono of what those scene kids are doing out there. i feel peaceful and genuinely happy i dont have to face whatever negativity dramas they are facing. yes i do face problems too. but life has shown me in bad times of rain, there might not be a rainbow waiting for you but there's always calmness lurking out there for you the calmness aft the rain, even if the slight drizzle, the wet floor, raindrops dripping off trees. it'll always be better than the previous better. (:


if i were to list out all the reasons i am lucky, i think this will go to Jupiter lolol. so enough of lucky. hope i can keep this positivity going for some time at least :) just wanna say HELLO PPL WHO LOVE ME, I ALSO LOVE YOU MANY MANY :D


 do you feel lucky too? hehe